I won't lie, I'm damn disappointed. I dreamt of things much bigger than this. But the turn up is just go discouraging. Its better than none but 1 is just too little.

Why is it that I'm losing so much these days?
Gah its so frustrating.
I really don't know what to do abt it.

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The worst thing is that when you're in the depths, and you know you're all alone and there's no one there to pull you up. Yea, there's God, but sometimes we want other kinds of help.
Its depressing . Fml