gloria says:
there are a lot of smart and cocky people and the world who keep knowledge to themselves and just refuse to help those weaker ones. those selfish bastards. I'm damn glad you're not one of 'em (((:

im really really touched how some friends i know are willing to go the extra mile for me, willing to teach me things i dont know but am supposed to know. and these are friends who are doing academically well. I mean, some other people nowadays are so selfish and cocky. they only want themselves to do well and see others as competitors.
(perhaps they think im too lousy that's why they dont mind helping me haha)
but those people are like cockheads man. srsly.

Kudos to those who are generous and patient. le yu zhu ren.
damn these people, i really gotta look up to them.

you know, I have a feeling that if I were academically well to do, I would be one of those cockheads... so arrogant.
Thank God for making me a lazy person. Now that I know how it feels like to be lazy and suck big time, i've gotta be hardworking and rock the world, but at the same time empathize for others, dont be a cockhead.

In the future when im getting really good results, I can tell myself, I know what it feels like to hate cockheads, so dont be one.