This is so so so absurd. I'm really really dumbfounded. The world is crazy. My world is crazy. I really can't believe it. Oh my . The hidden truth is bloody gay. I don't know how to feel now. Really. I just feel like tearing up my undone homework and lie on the bed with my eyes wide open cuz i can't freaking sleep now. I feel like swearing but i can't cuz I'm fasting on swear words. God are you trying to push me to the limit. You know these few weeks, everything has been pointing to one single thing that i simply refuse to believe. The world must have more heart than this. Someone out there i beg you to prove me wrong.


But perhaps its not the world, but its me.

If whatever just happened is true, my life had been just a lie.whatever i had always believed in. What was hope in my eyes. None of which was real. My comeback. No. Nothing.