got bored, went to search about some artists on the internet.

It started from just a song with a lot of hate towards God. More of questions, "why" It's about the disappointment, the heartache, the let down that comes with life. Sometimes you’re let down, sometimes you’re the one who lets someone else down. It gets hard to know who you can trust, who you can count on. This song came out of a tough time, and I’m still right in the thick of it. There’s some difficult circumstances my family and friends have been going through over the past year or so and can be overwhelming. It wears on me. It demands so much of my faith to keep believing, keep hoping in the unseen. Sometimes the tunnel has a light at the end, but usually they just look black as night. This song is about that feeling, and the hope that I still have, buried deep in my chest.

pondering over it.

well anyway, I got this really strange/peculiar/weird/out of the ordinary headache :(
it's been here since last night.
like short sharp pains at the back of my skull, right next to my left ear.
when it comes it leaves me with a tightened, (rather constipated) look on my face.
then it's gone and im back to normal.
gaaah. freaking annoying.
this morning, i had this rather sudden muscle pull on my arm.
and now i cant straighten my left arm. or it'll hurt.
so im walking around now, with my left arm staged like a robot.
90degree angle.
my head is fixed on my neck, not moving left or right or up or down.
i figured whenever i do that, the pain comes.
so i look pretty much like an idiot right now and i have no idea why i am tell you all this.

just bloody bored, my friends.
come talk to me. i'll give you a treat.

kisses;